idol finals was extremely, extremely disappointing. you'd expect so much more since it was such a great season. and sure, it was probably the best finals ever. but it was completely one-sided. archuleta kicked cook's ass hard.

i think when the introductions and all came on, i kinda expected cook to not do so well cos he was looking cocky and all, but i didn't expect a complete disaster. okay, no, it wasn't that much of a disaster. cook did okay, pretty normal, average stuff like what he's been doing. 1st song for the finalists was clive davis's song choice. he chose "i still haven't found what i'm looking for" for cook and "don't let the sun go down on me" for archuleta. i thought the choice for cook sucked! and archuleta's was boring, but his vocals made up a lot for it, i think. 2nd song was the finalist's choice, based on songs written & sent in by the US people. cook chose a song that sounded like a song off hilary duff's 1st album, i swear. and then made it a little more rock, with his electric guitar and all. archuleta chose a song that suited him damn well. then 3rd song, was the finalist's choice from wherever. cook turned some song into a soft rock song, but it wasn't outstanding or anything. archuleta sang "imagine" again, which was even better than when he sang it in the 80's week, so you can imagine how good it was lah, although it didn't make me cry this time.

ohmygosh, how could david cook make such horrible song choices?! archuleta was REALLY DAMN GOOD in his song choices. and he was so freaking humble and everything! AAAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!! i really didn't think it was necessary for simon to give the comments that he gave. they all went like, "1st round goes to david archuleta", "2nd round goes to david archuleta" and "david archuleta wins the night". what the hell lah, that would so totally affect the voters' minds!

i'm so freaking sad! i hope america votes based on like, what they've been watching this whole season and not just based on the final performances. i'll be so damn sad if david cook loses. although, archuleta was the one that i started rooting for since the auditions, so technically, it wouldn't be that bad if he won. but still!!!

i started crying after archuleta finished his last song. not just from like, david cook being lousy and all, but also cos like, the season ended. hahaha! i don't know why that reason lah, but i SO LOVE this season! and then ruben came on and sang his song, and they showed moments from this season. they showed carly with the "simon loves me! (this week)" shirt and also michael mouthing "wow" when they announced that he got kicked out, and i cried even harder. aaaah, i can't stand myself!

I MISS MICHAEL!!!!!!!! and his retardedness.

training today sucked. it was kinda like, round 1 of intensive training. coach did our aligning of guns, whatever that meant. it took 20 minutes for me to finally get it done. i asked him if i was the worst at it, and he ignored me -.- and he was comparing all our cheekbones. apparently, i have "awesomely high" ones, which affected the aligning thing.

miss mara suddenly announced that she was leaving today. DAMN sad! she wouldn't tell us why, cos it was some personal reason. now we'll get horrible ss/hist teachers. OHMYGOSH, WHY?! i was so freaking happy that i had her, cos she was so obviously the best in the school, heh. and she's 1 of the best teachers ever too! since she gives out sweets to eat in class, talks to us about idol, curses and swears in class, and also, plays songs from artistes like five for fighting and sting in class. and mdm yu's leaving too, so we're having some farewell party for her tomorrow, which mdm yu took seriously after dawn mentioned it jokingly. HAHAHA!

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